March 06, 2006

If You Give a Cambree a Box of Macaroni and Cheese

Some days I spend the whole day being nostalgic. Today I went to the grocery store, and get this I bought a box of Mac and Cheese. I haven't had a craving for Mac and Cheese in I don't know how long. I just had an overwhelming desire to be connected with the past. With the people of my past, with the feelings of my past, and with the confidence I had in the past. I did some exploring on the internet looking up different myspaces for people I went to high school with. It is weird to see them as "grown ups" now, because I have this picture in my head of what they were like when I knew them. They are different now, I am different now. I don't really think that much has changed, but then I look back at the person I was five years ago, and I realize that a lot of things have changed. Things around me have changed, my attitude and demeanor have changed, the way I look and act have changed. Things change whether we want them to, or whether we realized they have.

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