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I am glad

So my goal of not laughing so much didn't pan out. I decided that it is okay, I like laughing and being happy, it is what makes me me. When I am happy people know it and I think that is a good thing.

Things that made me happy this week:

My institute teacher being serious about setting me up
Going to a free concert
My family having a debate as to whether or not I have a boyfriend
Talking with an old friend
Bonding with my lil' sis.
Seeing my flowers bloom
Hearing my favorite song on the radio when I woke up
The awesome whether that permitted me to wear flip-flops

I'll Show you Happy

I think I have a disease...I can't stop laughing. This really shouldn't be a negative thing, but really it is getting to the point where I annoy myself because I laugh too much. I am never serious, because as a coping mechanism I laugh when something gets serious. Then there are the laughing attacks where I just start laughing for no apparent reason. The attacks usually last about five minutes and the longest one recorded was ten. It is very tireing and quite frankly I am getting sick of it. "And my buns, they don't look nuttin like steel"

Goal for this week: Be serious and not laugh

Jittery

I am nervous. I think I like my new job, but it makes me nervous. I don't know if it is because I feel like I am branching out into the real world or if it is because I don't think that I am qualified to do it. Tomorrow I will be on my own for most of the day, so I will see how I hold up.